音樂庫

Counting all different ideas drifting away
Past and present, they don't matter, now the future's sorted out
Watch, you're moving in elliptical pattern
Think it's not what you say, what you say is way too complicated
For a minute thought I couldn't tell how to fall out

It's 20 seconds 'til the last call, going "hey hey hey hey hey hey"  read more ...

這張專輯剛買時，不小心按到最後一首，從此愛上它。不管聽到第幾遍，不管在什麼情境時空下，都會再次愛上。

You mean that much to me
And it's hard to show
Gets hectic inside of me
When you go
Can I confess these things
To you
Well I don't know
Embedded in my chest
And it
Hurts to hold

I couldn't spill my heart
My eyes gleam looking in from the dark
I walk out in stormy weather
Hold my words, keep us together
Steady walking but bound to trip  read more ...

這場音樂會，是這樣開始的....

晚上坐進 Bar 的沙發裡，點了最近喜歡的 Riesling。
覺得有時，某部分的我就是個 Robot。
有點累了。

總感覺在哪部電影裡聽過這首曲子，有人有印象是哪部嗎？

當 Alex 跟 Hannah 分手時，他們都感到終極的傷心。

『我們將跟孩子們說，他們的生活將起變化，我們用欺瞞又懦弱的字眼，告訴他們不必擔心，我們會強調，他們的父母愛他們，這才是最要緊的。[...]我們將會最後一次說「我們」，然後，我們將跟所有離婚的父母一樣，我們會說「你的父親」，我們會說「你的母親」，尤其，我們將使用第一人稱，只說「我」。[...]你們走著瞧，這是一場偉大的歷險，爸爸媽媽無時不刻想討你們歡心，你們將有兩次耶誕節和兩次生日，也會有兩個房間和兩部電視機。[...]大家期待你們出現，你們回家時會大肆慶祝，再也不會和心如死灰槁木的父母一起，過著一成不變的生活，就算你們做錯事、太晚上床睡覺，父母都再也不會失去耐性。[...]你們有填不滿的失落感，你們想回到過去，對童年充滿鄉愁；你們又開始尿床；你們拒絕長大，任由舌頭在嘴裡咀嚼翻轉一百次。你們兄妹二人想同房而睡，不久更希望同床而眠。倘若沒有光亮、房門緊閉，你們就睡不著。你們想一起睡覺，你們將會變成爸爸媽媽，一直並肩躺著，永不分離。』
- Brigitte Giraud L'amour est très surestimé  read more ...

Honey honey, up in the trees
Fields of flowers deep in his dreams
Lead them out to sea by the east
Honey honey, food for the bees

Honey honey, out on the sea
In the Doldrums thinking of me
Me on dry land thinking of he
Honey honey, not next to me

Even if he wanted to
Even if he wanted to
Even if he wanted to
Do you think he'll come back
Would he come back  read more ...

Though I'd like to be the girl for him
And cross the sea and land for him
Milky skin, my tongue is sand until
The iridescent band begins to play

He's my Brandy Alexander
Always gets me into trouble
But that's another matter
Brandy Alexander
He's my Brandy Alexander
Always gets me into trouble
But that's another matter
Brandy Alexander

Though I know what I love most of him  read more ...

Clouds part
Just to give us a little sun

There's a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There's a limit to your love
Your love, your love, your love

There's a limit to your care
So carelessly there
Is it truth or dare?
There's a limit to your care

I love, I love, I love
This dream of going upstream
I love, I love, I love  read more ...

What gives what helps the intuition?
I'll know, I'll know
I won't have to be shown
The way home
And it's not about a boy
Although although

They can lead you
Break or defeat you

A destination known
Only by the one
Whose fate is overgrown
Piecemeal can break your home in half
A love is not complete with only heat

And they can tease you
Break or complete you  read more ...

The scarlet letter isn't black
Gotta know who's got your back
Because they're right in front of you
Because they're telling you the truth

So much present inside my present
Inside my present and
So, so much past inside my present
Inside my present inside my present
So, so...

Feeling it from dark to bright
When a wrong becomes a right
When a mountain fills with light  read more ...

Sea Lion woman
She drinks coffee
She drinks tea
And we're so cold

Sea Lion woman
She drinks coffee
She drinks tea
And we're so cold

Sea Lion woman
Dressed in red
Smile at the man when you wake up in his bed

Sea Lion woman
Dressed in black
We got the man then stab him in his back

Sea Lion woman
She drinks coffee
She drinks tea
And we're so cold

Sea Lion woman  read more ...

Why would he come back through the park?
You thought that you saw him, but no you did not
It's not him who come across the sea to surprise you
Not him who would know where in London to find you

With sadness so real that it populates
The city and leaves you homeless again
Steam from a cup and snow on the path
The seasons have changed from the present to past

The past
The past  read more ...

My moon, my man
So changeable and
Such a loveable lamb to me

My care, my coat
Leave on a high note
There's nowhere to go but on

Heart on my sleeve
Not where it should be
The song's out of key again

My moon's white face
What day and what phase
It's the calendar page again

Take it slow
Take it easy on me
And shed some light
Shed some light on me please
Take it slow  read more ...

I feel it all, I feel it all
I feel it all, I feel it all
The wings are wide, the wings are wide
Wild card in sight, wild card in sight

Oh I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll be the one to hold the gun

I know more than I knew before
I know more than I knew before
I didn't rest, I didn't stop
Did we fight or did we talk?

Oh I'll be the one who'll break my heart  read more ...

The telegraph cables hum
And few can decipher who the message is from
And deliver it quietly
'Cause some don't get much company

The harbor becomes the sea
And lighting the house keeps it collision free
Understand the lay of the land
And don't let it hurt you
Or it will be the first to

The water
The water didn't realize
Its dangerous size
The mountain  read more ...

用 So Sorry 來當專輯 The Reminder 的開場，真是十分客氣；）

『寡婦不喜歡打擾別人，她們向人道謝、道歉、請求原諒。她們自覺對丈夫的去世應該擔負一些責任。她們不希望被人質疑，她們不喜歡受人憐憫，她們想成為普通人，像你、像我。

...

寡婦怕老，害怕到達丈夫的年紀。她們不想跟他們一樣老，她們無法忍受比丈夫年長。有一天，她們會老到能當丈夫的母親，她們不想多出一個死掉的孩子。

...

寡婦不做愛，她們睡在雙人床上，不過僅僅佔據她們原來的位置。最初幾週，她們把頭埋在丈夫的枕頭裡睡著，沒換枕頭套。
寡婦很迷惘，她們緊緊攫住一個細節、一個圖像、一句話。她們繼續活下去，因為她們沒有選擇。有時候，她們死去。

...

寡婦偷偷出門，有時搭公車，有時坐計程車。她們偶爾到城裡和喜歡的男人約會。她們還有能力去愛與被愛，不過她們不告訴任何人，她們有罪惡感。

寡婦再婚，有人說她們另闢人生，沒人記得她們曾經是寡婦。』
- Brigitte Giraud《愛情沒那麼美好》  read more ...

在打包去巴黎的行李時，聽到 Keane 的 Closer Now，突然覺得好聽。
中間有段兩分鐘的靜音，請好好享受。

盼望了四年，Franz Ferdinand 終於出新專輯！
整張專輯適合跳舞，最後兩首 "Dream Again" 與 "Katherine Kiss Me" 漸漸走回恬靜浪漫的回憶裡。

昨晚是個奇妙，又有點奇怪的一晚，在聽完不甚滿意的古典音樂會，帶著些許失落與不盡興，趕赴 Franz Ferdinand 的演唱會，到時剛剛好開始。

在超 high 的群眾裡，不知怎的無法好好融入，心裡還掛記著剛剛的失意，那股失意是在過高的期待與過多為之的割捨下產生的，狠狠地將我摔在失望上。
因此總是挑剔著為什麼唱不好，為什麼高潮上不去，為什麼盡是音量的起跌呢？
還有為什麼旁邊那個女的能這麼 high 這麼融入，而我卻漸漸覺得耳朵開始痛，並幾近深刻地在腦海幻想，台上的中年男子被口水嗆到？  read more ...

TONIGHT 是這麼開始的...
Well I’m bored, I’m bored, come on let’s get high…

I sit and hear sentimental footsteps, then a voice say “hi, so?
so what you got? what you got this time? come on, let’s get high
come on lexxo what you got next-o? walking twenty five miles-o?
Well I’m bored, I’m bored, come on let’s get high…”  read more ...

I want to live alone
because the greatest love
is always ruined by the bickering
the argument of living
so I want to live alone
I could be happy on my own

live the rest of my life
with the vaguest of feeling

wherever you are
whoever is there
you know that I’ll be here
wishing I could be there

so I’m going to live alone  read more ...

I wrote your name upon the
back of my hand
slept upon it
then I woke up
with it backwards on my face
reading forwards from my mirror
to my heart

twilight omens in my life

then I hear your name
hear the radio sing your name
should I give you a call
what should I say?
maybe you still feel the same…

I typed your number
into my calculator  read more ...